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The Heart wouldn’t Lie By Nadja Lee 20/02/01
English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.
Disclaimer: “X-men” and all the characters here belong to Marvel , 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.
Disclaimer: “The Heart Wouldn’t Lie” was sung by Reba. All she wrote is hers and I intend no infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.
Only the original idea
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Timeline: Set after
the movie
Universe: Movie
Pairing: Scott/Ororo
Summary: Scott’s
thoughts on love and the courage to say the words…
Archiving: Want, ASK,
take, have.
Feedback: Yes, please.
My e-mail address is neh@post10.tele.dk.
Rating: PG/PG-13
Dedicated to: My
friend for helping me with my webpage. Thanks for your kindness and friendship.
Thanks to Christina
for the Beta.
I can lie
to myself
I can lie
to the others
I can lie
in their faces
I can lie
through my teeth
But, my
heart wouldn’t lie
And it’s
the one thing I can’t force
I dare not
ask
What is in
my heart
I fear a no
so strongly
It is
better to be safe
Than sorry
I dare not
even write a note
For it’ll
never to able to
Explain
what I feel
Every time
you walk by
I wonder if
you know
How alone I
feel
How much I
long for your touch
How much I
love you
How much I
adore your snow colored hair
How much
your copper skin excites me
And makes
me want to touch you
How much I
need you near me
Just so I can
stand close to you
Sense you
Smell you
Almost
touching
Yet…not
I wonder if
you do know…
Maybe you
do
Red and red
don’t mix
I knew it
from the beginning
But
sometimes you settle for next best
When the
Goddess is so high
That she
seem unreachable
And that
was what I did
Until I
really felt
How false
it had all
Become
And I let
her go
I watched
your eyes
Following
me
Your voice
bringing me comfort
And in a
split second
I thought…
You might
actually care
I wish I
dared ask you
To reach
out to you
To take you
in my arms
And kiss
you
Claim your
lips with mine
Press my
body against yours
Let my
fingers run through
Your long
white hair as I have dreamt of
Since I
first saw you
I wish I
dared to dream again…
Long after
I’m gone
Long after
my ashes
Have been
spread for the winds
Long after
the night lasts forever
And I lay
deep underground
Alone and
cold
I wonder
Will you
still hear my voice?
Will you
then finally hear
The
question which my heart
Have kept
sending you
The
question….
Will me be
mine?
`Cause I
can’t lie anymore
The heart
never could lie
And I
wonder…
If that’s a
good thing?
She walks
by and a smile
From her
lips brings me hope
Hope of
daylight and sunshine
Hope of a
new chance and a new love
As I follow
her out into the garden
Filled with
colors I can’t see
She leans
close to me
And
describes the colors to me
And deep in
my mind
I don’t see
the flowers
In all
their wonderful colors
I see a
Goddess
My Goddess
in shinning colors
As she
dances on the wind
Leaves
flying around her
The sun is
shining
And I
hesitantly take her hand in mine
She let it
stay there
And I smile
Feeling
warm all over
As we walk
through the garden
The spring full
in the air
I wonder if
this will be the day
Where I
dare to ask her
Or if I`ll
never do
And live my
life
Alone
A friend, a
leader...a X-man
And never
more
Is this the
time?
Will it
ever be the time?
Can I ever
find the courage to ask
When I fear
my heart wouldn’t
Survive
another failing
Yet, I
wonder
Will it
survive
A lifetime
alone?
The heart
wouldn’t lie
But what
good will it do me
If I’m
alone
So, maybe
for once I should let
My heart
speak for me
And not my
mind
Xavier
always did say
When I was
younger
That I
thought too much
Maybe I
still do
So, maybe…
Today may
be the day
Maybe
Maybe I`ll
let my heart speak for me
Because I
know
The heart
wouldn’t lie
It couldn’t
even if it wanted to
So, as I
pick a flower
And hand it
to my Beauty
I wonder if
it isn’t true
What they
say
Hearts
speak volumes
Words do
not