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A Step Too Far By Nadja Lee 3/17/01
English is not my native language.
Please forgive me my mistakes.
Disclaimer: “X-men” and all the characters
here belong to Marvel , 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement, this is a
piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.
Disclaimer: “ A Step Too Far” was sung in Elton John and Tim Rice’s musical
“Aida” and all they wrote is theirs and belong to them and Disney. I intend no
infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of
it.
Only the original idea
contained within this work is the property of the author. Please do not copy
this story to any website or archive without permission of the author.
Timeline: Set after
the movie
Universe: Movie
Pairing: Scott/Ororo,
Scott/Jean
Summary: Jean, Scott
and Ororo thinks about each other and the feelings they have towards each
other….
Archiving: Want, ASK,
take, have.
Feedback: Yes, please.
My e-mail address is neh@post10.tele.dk.
Rating: PG
Thanks to Christina
for the Beta.
It is so strange
He doesn’t show me
More affection than he needs
Always formal
To respectful
Never takes romantic leads
There are times
I imagine
I’m not always on his mind
I’m in every kind of trouble
These turns I thought I wanted
Now fills me with chilling dread
Does she know that it isn’t her
I want in my arms?
But a Goddess passing me by
Smiling at me
I’m lost in her eyes
And snow coloured hair
I’m certain that I love him
But our love can be misplaced
Am I a traitor
For the thoughts I have?
For the feelings I feel?
Did I take a step too far?
I don’t understand him
Sometimes I catch something in his eyes
But is it for me
Or someone else?
He loves me
I know he does
Doesn’t he?
I’m lost
Drifting at sea
I know the sensible thing to do
All the plans
Laid out become me
But my heart
Isn’t following at all
For every time I kiss her
I think of a woman
With the name Beauty
And it fits her so
What am I to do?
Who can I turn to?
I know my heart
But I also know my head
I love him
But I can’t have him
He is for another
And not me
Not me
When he takes me in his arms
Am I in his thoughts
Or does he imagine
I’m someone else?
Who is fooling who?
For he loves me
Doesn’t he?
My life is turned upside down
This isn’t fair to me
Or her
To anyone of them
To any of us
I love her
But today I’m marrying
Another
It is too late
Isn’t it?
Goddess, give me strength
I feel like I’m dying
He is to give his heart away
And I’m losing mine as well
I feel like crying
But I don’t
I should be happy for them
For they are my friends
But I cannot
For I love him
This is my day
This is my big moment
Yet still I feel unease
What is missing?
What is wrong?
My eyes fall
On him
Maybe it isn’t missing
For just maybe
It was never really there
I stand besides her
But my eyes catches another’s
She holds my heart
In her delicate chocolate brown hands
Always have
Always will
And as I am to answer
In that moment I know what the answer will be
Have to be
In my heart
I have always known