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To Childe, With Love                                       By Nadja Lee            21/06/00

English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.

Disclaimer: “Angel”/ “BTVS” and all the characters here belong to the WB, Joss and probably a lot of other people. Basically everyone one but me. I am just boring them for a while.

Pairing: Angel/Spike.

Summery: Angel thinks about his relationship with Spike. Comparison piece to “ To Sire, With Love”

Archiving: ASK.

Feedback: Yes, please. I would really like some feedback at this as it is my first try at Angel/Spike. My e-mail address is neh@post10.tele.dk.

 

In all my existence

He is all I ever wanted

He is all I ever needed

And he is the only one I can never have

 

He is the source of all my pain

He is the source of all my love

He is all I think about

Sitting alone in the dark

 

I remember how

Badly I treated him

In the centuries gone by

Always pushing him away

 

I now know why I did that

My feelings towards him

Were so strong that they threatened

To overpower me

 

Even when I turned

When I felt all guilty

Over everything I had done

I never once regretted having sired him

 

But I still can’t tell him

How I feel

How I long to forget the world

In the safety of his arms

 

But I can’t

My soul won’t allow me

To claim what which

My foolish heart calls Mine

My love, My childe