X-Men: Evolution

Title:" Kissing You"

By Rachel

Series: Rogue’s first letter to Scott in the same time line as his.

Disclaimer: Aren’t mine.

Archive: Go for it but let me know you have it.

Author’s Note: I loved writing these letters. ^_^

Rating: NC-17

Now is the time I suddenly pretend to sleep. Don’t get me wrong, I really love sleeping here. But as we spend more time together it gets harder.. For the longest time I couldn’t even touch you without taking your powers. But you were never afraid to touch me. Now I can’t sleep because of the feeling you give me. The one where I just want to do things I’ve read about. Yeah, I’ve been ‘loved’ before. But he was drunk, and I was stupid.. I had to take showers almost seven times a day to get that icky feeling off me. I never wanted that to happen again. Then my powers came up. Everything went down hill since then. I feel like it’s my own way of coping. But you’re different. I’m always falling for the one out of reach. And now, Fate has cast her wicked glance at me. I can touch you, and kiss you now. Everything I had thought wouldn’t be returned, was. It’s so hard, lying here with you when I feel so much. You touch me and I feel a shock go through me.. It’s always going to my lips. I’m scared to death of the future. Is this Love or Lust?

Did you feel me tense up when you kissed me the first time? I’m always forgettin’ about the gift Hank gave me. I’m wanting more and more from you. You’re like a drug Scott. I know your thoughts, since I’ve taken your powers many times. With all the bull shit you’ve been through, I’m amazed you are how you are. If no one knew about it they’d assume you’re a cold fish.

Maybe Jean just has pity for you. But I don’t think she knows what I do. I don’t pity you. I love you. That’s the difference. I don’t care if you were the center of a circle jerk. We’ve all taken our licks for the bad things. Time to get something good for once.